Oh God

I know it's bad.

I'm just too old.

I can't be in a classic rock band.

Or can I? Damian emailed me and said he'd call tonight. Christ. Can I do this? Can I be hanging out with three other guys and getting together every Wednesday at some dilapidated studio (or maybe really nice) downtown?

Part of me screams YES but most of me screams NO. It's like jumping out of planes. At this point in my life if you asked me along, I WOULD.

And maybe I should.