I just looked at the photo of my tiny boy that I put on my blog and then the feelings came in a huge tsunami. I miss him so much, it's not a controllable thing, the tears just come and you can't do anything. I miss him so much.
All those days when you yelled at him and then felt guilty because all he was doing was being a tiny boy, all those days that you snuggled with him and looked at the fake stars on the ceiling and talked about real stars, all those glasses of orange juice and all those cookies first thing in the morning though you didn't want to give them to him and you really miss him. I really, really miss him.
I swear, the world can be a very cruel place, especially at 7 a.m. with a scotch and coke.
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